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    Friday, April 08, 2005
    nilibing na ang santo PAPA namin ni ritz..

    nadedepress talaga ako..
    aside from the depressing thingie about my ex.. (lets forget about guys... they're all a bunch of jerks anyway)

    nilibing na si Pope John Paul ll...
    as in hindi ko na xa makikita huhuhu
    CRUSH KO PA NAMAN XA ANG CUTE CUTE NIA!!
    (crush namin xa ni Ritz... hehe special mention!)
    waaahhh Ritz.. ang santo FAFA natin patay nah huhu
    sha nalang kasi yung pinakamatinong guy eh! leche!
    kung nabuhay lang kami ni Ritz nung bata-bata at macho fafa pa si pope...
    baka wala nang pope john paul ll dahil nireyp na namin xa!
    grabe gusto ko pag magaasawa ako... reincarnation ni pope john paul ll...
    ay lab him!! as in nung nagtest kami about him ang taas ng grade ko..
    tapos super humanga ako sa kanya nung sinabi sa news na
    "basta pag nalaman ni pope na filipino ka or galing ka sa philippines, gumaganda mood nia"
    waw special tayo sa kanya!
    he even called the philippines parang tagapagpalaganap ng katolisismo sa asya...
    waaahhhh.. nung isang araw nga todong nag-eemote ako nung nirerecall nila yung magagandang ginawa ni pope sa mundo tsaka yung buhay ni pope..
    BIGLA AKONG NAGKA-NOSEBLEED... kala ko nga sipon pa eh pagsinga ko "oh bat kulay red?!" haaha la lang...
    huhuhu paalam na santo FAFA...
    see you in heaven....

    ANG CUTE CUTE NIA DITO OH!!!!
    grabe todo emote ako... eto may song ako para kay pope...


    Tears in Heaven ( Eric Clapton )

    Would you know my name if I saw you in Heaven?
    Would you feel the same if I saw you in Heaven?
    I must be strong and carry on,
    'Cause I know I don't belong here in Heaven ......

    Would you hold my hand if I saw you in Heaven?
    Would you help me stand if I saw you in Heaven?
    I'll find my way, through night and day,
    'Cause I know I just can't stay here in Heaven .....

    Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees.
    Time can break your heart, have you begging .... please ...

    Beyond the door, there's peace I'm sure.
    And I know there'll be no more tears in Heaven .......

    Would you know my name if I saw you in Heaven?
    Would you feel the same if I saw you in Heaven?
    I must be strong and carry on,
    'Cause I know I don't belong here in Heaven .......

    TOTOO NAMAN DIBA?? BAGAY SAKEN YUNG KANTA.. SA LOVE TRIANGLE NAMIN NILA RITZ, SANTO FAFA, AND ME.. haynaku sana ma-beatify na si pope para masaya! sana gumawa xa ng miracle para saint na xa! (sana gumawa xa ng miracle saken hihihi)
    AYLABYU PJP II


     

     


    Posted at 05:39 am by quistis14
    hit me!!  

    Ria is dead... i killed her...

    yepz... i killed my old self...
    i won't cry over stupid ex's anymore...
    a common friend told me na chris talked to her daw.. tapos...
    this is what she said..
    yeah... he talked to me.... he sorta told me what happend.....
    he told me kase that he really can't give u a second chance anymore because he can't see himself with you anymore eh and he really thinks that what happend before was wrong....

    what happened before was WRONG pala ha..
    punyeta mistake pala yung naging kami?!?!?!

    GUYS SHUD JUST SCREW THEMSELVES!! MGA PUNYETA SILA! GRRRRR

    ngaun tuloy nagsisisi akong everyday iniiyak-iyakan ko pa ung shirt nia
    NAGKAPIMPLES AND EYEBAGS PA KO!!
    leche ayoko na sa mga lalake!!!
    (except larry fonacier and charles tiu of course)
    screw guys!!! guys stink!!
    i killed the old ria na.. harharhar... im the new ria na i won't even care about lovelife...
    screw love and screw life!
    >>>>bitter kid<<<<<<


    Posted at 04:17 am by quistis14
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    Thursday, April 07, 2005
    nag-usap kami ni ex sa fone

    nag-usap kami ni ex sa fone...
    ewan ko dun.. nakahalata yata kasi pinagtatawagan na xa ng mga concerned friendshipz ko...
    ayun usap kami sa fone.. basta hirap nga xa magsalita eh
    ewan ko maybe he just wanted to break it to me gently...
    pero sabi ko sa kanya "tell it straight up"...
    ayun... bottomline is..

    HE MOVED ON...

    i haven't...

    owell... tang ina kasi noh... inayos ko sarili ko for 6months para masabi namang deserving ako sa kanya
    yun pala wala nakong babalikan...
    bad3p buhay noh? lakas mang-3p ni Lord...
    siguro cupid must be realllyyyy STUPID...
    hayyy kung anu-ano na mga pinagsasasabi ko..
    first time ko kasi maka-experience ng ganitong pain eh...
    kaya ngayon ko lang naiintindihan yung mga girls na super iniiyakan yung mga guy nila...
    haynaku... gabi-gabi na nga ako umiiyak eh.. kinakarir ko na
    siguro nga kung nakakapagpa-send yung mga iyak ko ng souls from purgatory to heaven,
    ANDAMI NANG SUMALANGIT!
    ewan ko ba LSS ako ngaun dun sa last lyrics ng BROKEN SONNET

    MAYBE IM JUST NOT THE ONE FOR YOU...
    (okay crying time again...hahah)
    ewan ko ba.. ayoko na nakakadepress na buhay to.. sabi ng iba.. move on nalang daw..
    pero the best advice i received was from my twin..

    "continue loving him until you get tired of loving him"

    oo nga naman may point xa dun... wat's the use kung bibiglain mo yung pag-move on diba?
    lalo lang akong mababaliw nun.... xempre diba it takes time...
    ewan ko dun sana lang makapag-move on nga ako gaya ng ginawa ni ex...
    alam nio meron nga akong 2 wishes eh...
    EITHER
    1.) I continue loving him and eventually get tired
    2.) I make him fall for me like i did before...
    sana lang umepekto... sana siguro magdasal nako kay ST.JUDE.. yung patron saint for hopeless cases..
    kasi hopeless na ang lablayp ko NYAHAHA...
    ewan ko ayoko na... sabi nia keep myself busy daw..
    eh baket? if i keep myself busy ba does that mean makakalimutan ko xa?
    diba choice ko rin naman yun kung kakalimutan ko xa o hinde?
    eh pano kung ayoko xa kalimutan?!
    yuck ang labo ko na tama na nga... maxado nakong nagsesenti dito nasusuka nako...
    sige salamat for reading! muah!

    ah basta... my stand remains the same...

    you said this to me before chris.. im saying this to you now.

    I HOPE YOU COME BACK, ILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND IF YOU DO ILL LOVE YOU MORE AND ILL MAKE SURE WE NEVER HAVE TO BE APART...

    i'll always continue loving chris hanggang sa mapagod ako...


    Posted at 05:34 pm by quistis14
    hit me!!  

    conversation namin ni twin nyx...

    GRABE!! IM SOOOO HAPPY... NAGUSAP KAMI NI TWIN NYX (not the nyx from teentalk ha...) SA FONE KANINA... i miss her so much... tapos april8 pa bukas... anniversary ng twinship namin.. harhar... 3years na kaming mag-twins (kahit i haven't seen her in person)
    okay ang pinagusapan namin ay siiiiii... tantarantantan... okay si sunog lang naman... at sa fone conversation naming un...2 times lang naman akong umiyak... NAKAKAHIYA NOH! shet grabe ina-araw araw ko na yata ang pag-iyak eh... KINAKARIR?!?! ahahah hindi ko alam!! wachus... kasi nakakarma ako ngaun kaya ganito hahaha... ewan ko ba nadedepress talaga ako...
    alam nio ba yung mga kinkwento ni twin tungkol kay sunog... close daw sila nung nagbreak kami.. tapos lagi daw sila magkatext tapos minsan nagffone pa sila... tapos sabi ko naman "SELOS AKO HA!" (yuck kahit walang karapatan haha) tapos sabi ni twin "eh sino ba naman yung pinaguusapan namin?!?!?!" hahaha... la lang... tapos as in todo magkatext daw sila tapos tinanong ni twin "hindi ka ba nauubusan ng load?" tapos sabi daw ni sunog "i have spare load for texting ria" AWWWWWW!! NA-TOUCH AKO..
    sheesh.. the memories... haynaku asahan nating mamayang gabi ay maala-ala mo kaya nanaman ang buhay ko... HAHAHAHA

    3:56pm

    ei guys... eto conversation namin sa ym ng twin ko (c nyx.. not nyx from teentalk ha...) na todo naiyak nanaman ako... shempre tungkol kay sunog nanaman to...

    quistis14_13: he hasnt been online the whole day...
    nyx_rulez: oo nga e
    nyx_rulez: pansin ko nga
    quistis14_13: lolz ang alin?
    nyx_rulez: na wla si chris
    quistis14_13: hahaha friend mo ba xa sa ym?
    nyx_rulez: yep
    nyx_rulez: dati kaya after nio mgbr8k close ever kami
    quistis14_13: TALAGA???
    quistis14_13: kwentoooo hahaha
    nyx_rulez: mgktxt kmi dun vryday
    quistis14_13: aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
    nyx_rulez: he was always thinking about u
    quistis14_13: really? wat did he say?
    nyx_rulez: tpos prang sb nia kelangan daw mgmove on
    quistis14_13: waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
    quistis14_13: tanginaaaaaaaaa
    nyx_rulez: pero mhal k p dw nia
    quistis14_13: talaga
    quistis14_13: mahal ko parin xa eh
    quistis14_13: pero ngaun hindi na nia ko mahal e
    nyx_rulez: mhal k p rn nun
    nyx_rulez: malakas ang vibes ko

    so ibig sabihin pala.. katext nia araw araw after we broke up yung twin ko... xt naman bat ngayon ko lang nalalaman ang lahat ng toh... mahal pa daw nia ako.. EH MAHAL KO RIN XA EH! SOBRA! HANGGANG NGAUN..

    kahit d na nia ako mahal.. xt... nakakalungkot talaga.. umiiyak nanaman ako...

    Posted at 12:30 am by quistis14
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    Wednesday, April 06, 2005
    responses...

    ABOUT THE PAGE TITLE:

     to my sunog: ni lai, swo ee wo hen kwai le...wo hen ai ni

    mandarin yun (yata)... it means

    TO MY SUNOG: YOU CAME, THAT'S WHY IM HAPPY... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

    (i just hope he comes back.. nyahahaha)

    hahaha wala na talaga akong magawang matino... anyways...

    responses sa mga nag-tag....

    ATE MAINE: tnx po for your comments as always... sooo... wala po ba kau new entries tungkol kay mr.anatomy? hehehe.. la lang... miss ko na ang pagbabasa tungkol sa kanya! tnx po talaga for being here... muah!!


    TWIN NYX: well.. its hard now... i mean, we don't talk.. he doesnt reply to my texts...sa ym naman d mo makausap ng matino...  haayyy ewan ko ba dun sa sunog na un... nakakadepress tuloy...

    AILYN: tnxu tnxu pretty ha... aylabyu muah!!!

    RITZ MAH CNG: ui wag naman! ayoko mamatay sunog ko! (yuck may 'ko' pa eh noh.. d naman xa akin.. haayy wish ko lang hahaha!!) in fairness maaga ako nagising ngaun.. pero saket ng katawan ko.. pati eyes ko sobrang scary... hahaha tapos.. xempre pati HEART.. NYAHAHAHA... ayoko na tatawa-tawa ako dito pero in person, siguro kung kasama mo ko gabi-gabi for the past weeks... baka KINALBO MO NAKO! kakaiyak ko nyahahaha!!!! aylabyu cng!!!!


    opportunity to.. wag na sayangin..

    sa kung sino mang nagbabasa nitong blog ko (at sa mga teentalkers narin)
    THANK YOU SO MUCH
    for putting up with my kadramahan ek-ek...
    ganito lang talaga ako pag may gusto pero ayaw na saken hahaha
    owel.. nasa huli ang pagsisisi tama ba?
    haynaku ewan ko mashado nakong madrama nakakasuka na (HAHAHA)
    pero its my first time kasi to experience this kind of pain eh.. kaya bear with me...
    and thank you for bearing with me..

    aylabyu sunog! (yuck biglang change topic! HAHAHAHAH)


    Posted at 04:17 pm by quistis14
    hit me!!  

    christopher-john cua.. i never stopped loving you

    OKAY GUYS.. SENTI TIME NANAMAN...

    NAGKITA KAMI NI EX... yep... nagkita kami.. kasama nia pa friend nia...


    na-touch lang ako sa friend ko.. si ABBEY SARIA... *aylabyu legz*... kasi she's soooo concerned with me kasi she knows everything about what happened etc etc... tapos tinawagan nia si chris... (take note hA! abbey is from SINGAPORE pa tapos tinawagan nia si chris para lang saken!!! na-touch tlga ako) tapos ayun chinika-chika nia.. tapos nung sinabi ni abbey na "ria still loves you you know..." sabi daw ni chris "i can't hear you..." tapos inulit daw ni abbey... tapos may biglang malakas na noise.. hindi na daw sila magkarinigan.. TAENA ANG GANDA DIBA... ganda ng timing.. haynaku sign ba ito na hindi na talaga kami pwede ni sunog??? nakakadepress... haayyy

    ANYWAYS

    i was scanning my old documents.. tapos nakita ko yung powerpoint presentation ni sunog nung monthsary namin... actually... brineyk ko xa days before our monthsary.. pero nung nakita ko yung powerpoint.. i was like "SHEEETTT!!!  D KO PAKAKAWALAN TO!" ang sweet kasi ng message eh.. iyak nanaman tuloy ako ng iyak nung nakita ko to.. haaayyyy read this guys...

    "happy monthsary ria...well first of all, I LOVE YOU, and im sorry for bein a fool.. its been another 30days.. and i've hurt you in so many ways...i've always tried to be a better person... so you could see my love's passion...this month may have not been successful... but Ria i love you with my heart's full... I’m sorry for everything baby, im sorry im not wat u wanted, im sorry for everything,im sorry you wanna leave me, sorry im not good enough, ill always love you baby, til the day I die, I hope you come back, ill love you always and if u do ill love you more and ill make sure we never hav to b apart, I wanna b ur partner, I wanna be d 1 for u, I love you.. I'm sorry it had to end this way... this is what i never wanted to say.. but ill be mourning till the day.. that you'll be back safely at my heart's bay

    ANG SWEET DIBA?!?! SUPER SWEET!! i wud just like to highlight things na tinatamaan ako ngaun ha:

    "I hope you come back, ill love you always and if u do ill love you more and ill make sure we never hav to b apart"

    okay time to talk to sunog...

    to my dear ex...if ever ba i come back... would you still want me? would you do kung ano man sinabi mong gagawin mo?  (hahaha para namang mababasa nia to... sabay biglang sumagot daw eh noh NYAHAHA ayoko na)

    shettt... i haven't cried so much in my life...

    YOU NEVER MADE SOMETHING TO HURT ME... YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN A GOOD BOYFRIEND AND I FELT THAT I DON'T DESERVE YOU...

    teka lang... bat ko ba kinakausap si chris.. eh hindi naman nia mababasa to for sure noh tsaka d naman xa magkakainteres dito ahahha... anyways.. sobrang naiiyak talaga ako nababasa ko yan ngaun...

    you said this to me before chris.. im saying this to you now.

    I HOPE YOU COME BACK, ILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND IF YOU DO ILL LOVE YOU MORE AND ILL MAKE SURE WE NEVER HAVE TO BE APART...

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


    songs...

    nagpapakasenti lang ako... i really want my sunog back...

    this is for SUNOG..

    HE'S always on my mind...

    from the time i wake up.. till i close my eyes

    he is everywhere i go... he's all i know..

    though he's SO FAR AWAY...

    IT JUST KEEPS GETTING STRONGER... EVERYDAY

    and even know he's gone.. IM STILL HOLDIN ON...

    ~~~~~~~~~

    maybe MY LOVE will come back some day...

    only heaven knows...


     

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    i swear

    if YOU come back to my life... baby till the end of time...

    and i swear

    ILL KEEP YOU RIGHT BY MY SIDE

    CUZ BABY YOU'RE THE ONE I WANT

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    wherever you'll go...

    whatever you do..

    I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FOR YOU

    WHATEVER IT TAKES

    or how my heart breaks

    I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FOR YOU..

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    and he's all that I SEE

    and HE'S ALL THAT I NEED

    and HE'S OUT OF MY LEAGUE

    once again...

    *btw.. song ko to kay sunog nung crush ko palang xa.. kasi kala ko he's super out of my league.. pero naging kami... pero nung break na kami, he's out of my league ONCE AGAIN... haayyy

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


     

    shet guys i want him back.. i want my sunog back...

    christopher-john cua.. i love you so much... super... i still do.. i always have


    FIRST PICTURE ::: dats me in my deathbed... JOKE... gosh dats me  looking like a cancer patient while hugging my pillow with his shirt on it... hahaha... kakagising ko lang nyan... hahaha crying marathon kasi! ahaha tapos ang putla ko pa... para nakong mamamatay nyan hahaha... haaayyy naku ayoko na.. pumapanget nako kakaiyak...

       
    SECOND PICTURE ::: pillow ko yan....ginawa kong pillow case yung shirt nia... yan yung iniiyakan ko every night habang hug ko yan! ahahha...alam naman na ninyo yun diba? shempre text brigade eh "ui iniiyakan ko nanaman shirt ni ex" HAHAHA alam na alam na nila ABBEY SARIA (sobrang i love you gurl!!) , RITZ ALEJANDRO (ui special mention!! AYLABYU CNG! hehe), at ng MGA TEENTALKERS yun (especially LEANNE, LABZY LHIANNE, MYCA MY LOKA GURL, CRUSHEE NESSY, TITA XYLA, CO-DIVA SAM, SOBBIE...  kasi tinetext ko sila hahaha  (okay nakakahiya na talaga toh... pero... AYLABYU GUYS!!!! and xie xie!!! [uyyyyyy xie xie! tinuro saken ni ex yan... HAHA TAMA NA RIA NABABALIW KA NANAMAN])


    Posted at 04:57 am by quistis14
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    mahal ko pa si sunog...

    nagkita kami ng ex ko kanina... (si sunog)

    kasama nia friend nia

    dapat sasabihin ko sa kanyang mahal ko pa xa

    kaso napurnada

    kasi nga may kasamang kabarkada

    pagkasakay na pagkasakay ko sa fx...

    sobrang umiyak nako...

    wala akong pakialam kung may nakakita saken..

    wala akong pakialam kung naweirduhan sila saken...

    basta ang alam ko..

    ang tanga ko at tinaboy ko xa noon...

    i want him back..

    i want my burn in hell back (username nia yun sa chat)

    i want my sunog back (tawag ko sa kanya nung crush ko xa.. codename)

    i want my adox back...

    i still love my adox.. so much...

    mahal na mahal ko pa si sunog....

    i never did stop loving him naman e..

    haayy akoy depressed pagpasenshahan nio nako...
    grabe d ko na alam gagawin ko... iyak nalang.. yan lang naman kaya kong gawin e

    Posted at 03:10 am by quistis14
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    Monday, April 04, 2005
    PLAYING FOR THE SAN BEDA NCAA?!?!?! HAHAAHA

    nakakatawa to peepz
    ang inyong lolah ay nagpunta sa San Beda kahapon to register for the Milo Best Basketball program.. tapos...
    akala ba naman nung head ng athletics division nila.. MAGLALARO AKO SA GIRLS BASKETBALL TEAM NG SAN BEDA FOR THE NCAA!! kakatawa talaga... eto pa nga ung conversation namin e hahha:

    Father (yung athletics head): are you here to apply for the athletic scholarship?
    Ria: no father, I'm just here to register for Milo
    Father: Ow... that's good!!! we need more girls for the basketball team for the NCAA!

    waaaaaaaaa!! grabe nahiya ako nun!!! D NAMAN AKO TAGA-SAN BEDA NOH! ahhaah ncaa amp... pero ang saya ha... i was flattered! hehehehe ang kulit lang... buti nga kahapon sinamahan ako ni Rizza (yung kabarkada ko sa college).. eh naligaw-ligaw pa ko sa San Beda... buti nalang kasama ko xa hehehe.. todo tawanan nga kami...

    may bagong discovery nga ako eh... YUNG SOCCER FIELD PALA NA NAKIKITA PAG NASA LRT LEGARDA STATION... SOCCER FIELD NG SAN BEDA... ahhaha la lang...

    anyways...

    basketball.. nakita ko sa friendster ni sunog (ex)

    nagd-dunk xa... haayyy...

    i still love him...

    RESPONSES dun sa mga nag-tag:

    NINI: sure sure!!!! ano po link nio?

    ATE JEAN: nyak! ganda daw? hahaha musta ka na po? aymisyu!

    DARLENE: hihihi im fine na naman po.. u po? musta?

    HANNIE: hiyee there! haha... owell dami nio ngang patay na patay kay chris tiu.. pero CHARLES TIU PARIN AKO!!! ahahha mas malakas ang appeal ni charles tiu saken eh! hehe

    ATE KAREN: big sizieeee!! ok lang naman araw ko kasi umaga palang haha baka mabad3p ako mamayang hapon, we'll never know hahaha! jk.. kaw po musta?

    ATE MAYE: tnx po for the comments! muah!

    VICKY OBERIO: hello din!!


    Posted at 06:31 pm by quistis14
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    Friday, April 01, 2005
    First day of summer aikido 2005...

    waaahhh!!! i didn't see Rap today... maybe sa sunday pa xa maga-aikido..

    anyways... ang konti nga namin kanina eh! super quiet tuloy nung dojo...

    it was good seeing my friends again...

    pero.. ang lola nio... *INJURED*

    ang sama ng bagsak ko kanina.. cuz we were rolling (parang tumbling effect sha) tapos i landed on my back with a loud THUD! as in!!! sabi nga nung blackbelter samin "ANG SAKIT NUN AH!" pero xempre d naman ako nagpahalata...

    tapos... kanina pa yung art na ginagawa namin.. it involved landing on your back... kaya LUMALA!!

    tapos yung partner ko maxado yata xang na-excite.. super na-twist nia pa yung left wrist ko... eh may sprain yun...

    haayyy ano ba namang buhay to.. d nalang ako mamatay diba..

    saket parin ng likod ko up to now... the wrist is okay now hahaha thank God..

    OKAY CHANGE TOPIC

    grabe nadedepress talaga ako!! may saket si pope john paul II... gusto ko pa naman xa! he's sooo cute!! tapos ang bait bait pa!

    kwento nga ng lola ko.. when you come close to him... parang kikilabutan ka daw talaga lalo na when he blesses you...

    wala super sad lang ako... gusto ko kasi talaga si pope eh!! you know.. nung grade 6 nga ako... nag-quiz kami about the pope... his life, his profile, etc etc... i got the highest.. LA LANG just thought of sharing hahahahaha  la lang...


    MISS KO NA SUNOG KO!!!!!!!!!!!!! NAMIMISS KO NA XA!!!!! MAHAL NA MAHAL KO PA XA!! (okay dalhin nako sa mental)

    Posted at 03:39 am by quistis14
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    Tuesday, March 29, 2005
    missing my ex...

    yea... you read the title right...

    IM MISSIN MY CHRIS

    too bad he's not mine anymore...

    the weird thing is.. after 6months... 6MONTHS NA KAMING BREAK.. ngaun lang ako nagkakaganito...

    yeah yeah i know what you're thinking... "kapal naman nito.. 'my chris' pa eh EX na nga"... yeah yeah.. he's my ex boyfriend... but im startin to miss him... after 6months na nagbreak kami.. ngaun lang ako umiyak ng ganito... NGAUN LANG

    i dunno what's gotten into me today...  i kept logging in my ym hoping to see if he's online... i sooo badly wanted to get close to him...

    pero im sure he doesnt want that anymore...

    karma ko na siguro to... i was so rude to him nung nagbreak kami... but i did it for a purpose... inaway-away at minura-mura ko sha to make him fall out of love with me... since i realized that we were still too young to make the relationship work...

    i always cry everytime inaaway ko sha noon cuz i feel his pain.. pero i had no choice.. i felt like its my obligation to make him fall out of love with me..

    and... he did.. he fell out of love with me.. pero may bonus pa.. i think HE HATES ME now...

    d ko lang alam ha.. pero it feels weird... i saw his shirt... in my closet... i kept it there... kasi.. he gave me his shirt... its a reebok shirt na kulay orange and brown... favourite brand ko ang reebok and i liked the shirt kasi it really looks good on him! as in! tapos he gave it to me... he even told me

    AS LONG AS I HAVE HIS SHIRT DAW... I HAVE HIS LOVE...

    guess what.. i still have his shrit...
    i dunno about his love...

    i saw his shirt kanina sa closet ko.. neatly folded... i took it out... tapos bigla nalang akong naiyak... tapos all i can say was...

    "I MISS MY ADOX"

    yea... adox tawagan namin... i miss him soo baddd!!! i miss the way he calls me "his baby"... i miss the times na palagi nia ko fino-forgive... i miss the times na palagi nia ko kincomfort pag problemado ako.. i miss the way na hindi xa nagseselos kahit sobrang hibang na hibang nako kela larry fonacier, jc intal, charles/chris tiu... most of all... miss na miss ko na ung pagmamahal nia saken...

    yea.. yea... tanga ko kasi noh?! nakipag-break ako.. tapos iiyak-iyak ako ngaun... hindi ko alam kung gusto ko makipag-balikan sa kanya... ang gusto ko lang ma-regain namin yung closeness namin kasi we were super close before naging kami... and gusto ko sana ganun ulit... pero alam kong super imposible na un...

    right now.. habang tinatayp ko to.. yakap ko parin shirt nia.. and im about to give it back to him this summer vacation.. no exact date yet... pero imma give it back to him... actually.. nahihiwagaan nga ako e..

    HINDI NIA NAMAN KINUKUHA YUNG SHIRT NIYA SAKEN...

    is it possible na may natitira pa shang pagmamahal saken after all these time?!

    nyak..i wouldnt hope on that...

    i stil have philosophy and filipino finals tom... im in no mood to study... bahala na... bahala na... pray for me guys ha?


    Posted at 06:17 am by quistis14
    hit me!!  

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