okay.. totoo na talaga to..

I WONT BELIEVE IN A STUUUPPPIIIDDDD THING CALLED LOVE ANYMORE...

and i deny it's existence na..

WHY??

1.) if love really existed.. WHY WOULD THERE BE PEOPLE INDIFFERENT AND INSENSITIVE ENOUGH TO FEEL AND TAKE ACTION AGAINST CRIME, POVERTY, HUNGER, AND ETC?!

2.) if love existed.. why would i feel bitter?

3.) if love existed.. why would there be abused wives and children? why would there be murderers, kidnappers, and thieves?

4.) if love existed... why would girls and boys feel pain over their relationships?

5.) if love existed.. why is my family broken? (i mean, im numb to the fact na hiwalay parents ko and all since its been such a long time na and im happy pa nga that they decided to separate.. its just that... ngaun ko lang naiisip ang lahat ng to)

ngayon ko lang naisip na ang love pala... ay isang malaking

BULLSHIT!

i mean, if there really is love.. why would people become selfish over it na gusto nilang makuha yung gusto nila?

sabi sa bible...LOVE IS PATIENT.. LOVE IS KIND.. IT DOES NOT TAKE OFFENSE.. IT IS NOT SELFISH.. IT NEVER BOASTS...

pero bat ganun? kung hindi xa selfish.. why does my mom love ONLY herself?! diba SELFISHNESS yun?!

tsaka.. if there's love.. baket yung mga lalakeng nakakabuntis, pag nalaman nilang nabuntis nila ung mga GF nila, they wont take responsibility for their actions, instead, IIWANAN NILA SA ERE UNG GIRLFRIEND NILA AND DENY THEIR MISTAKES... diba SELFISHNESS din yun?

okay maybe pessimism ko lang talaga to.. pero i won't believe in love anymore..

so that i won't hurt anymore.. i won't shed tears over some stupid love matters... i won't degrade myself and wallow in self pity because no one would like me...

SIGURO ill just believe in friendship love... GOD'S love for us... and love sa family and parents...

pero ROMANTIC LOVE...

NEVER...

unless may magturo saken to believe in it again...

patay na puso ko.. black na... im tired of hurting... im tired of loving... retire na muna to... maxado nang hirap ang puso ko sa pagpupump ng dugo.. ayoko na dagdagan ang obligasyon nia...

responses sa mga nag-tag:

ANONYMOUSTAB23X ::: tnxu tnxu!

BIG SIZIE KAREN::: hahaha ang cute cute nia kasi eh

ATE MAYE::: wahahahah welllll

RITZ~CNG::: onga mis narin kita!

ATE MAINE::: yup! hehhehe

KUYA SAYAD::: waaa!! tnx for droppin by!! Mistiu too po!

ZEENDEE::: heeyyyaaa!!! tnx for droppin by!