CHRIS as my dao ming sz: he's got pride... he's the only son (but he's got a sister... dao ming sz had a sister too right?).... he's rich... he's like a kid... at first glance, he'd seem like the type of guy who's "off limits" but when he falls in love, he lets all his guards down...
ME as shan tsai: stubborn, has pride, loves the guy but is too dumb to admit it, always ready for "battle"... always found reason to fight/argue with her guy... always ran away from him (figuratively of course)
~MG1: okay... lets recall MG1's story shall we? she hated him at first, she liked another person (hua ze lei)... she earned his respect... he eventually fell in love with her... became friends... he made his way slowly into her heart by doing all those kilig things... and they eventually became lovers... dao ming sz always protected shan tsai, he comforted her... he was simply there for her... and everytime she'd go far away... he'd always go after her and make her come back...
"no matter where you go.. even in the depths of hell... or at the end of the earth... i'll go after you..." -dao ming sz
so here's my story...
i liked another guy then... and i hated chris before because i thought he was too mayabang... we eventually became friends and we actually got along well... little by little... we fell in love... i was this stubborn girl who only complicated things.. but chris had his way of straightening it up... and everytime id "go away" from him.. he'd always do something to go after me and make me come back *me going away means me attempting to break up with him*... he always comforted me... and always watched my back...
i even remember him saying "do you hate me that much?" when i was rude to him... actually.. dao ming sz told shan tsai the exact same thing when he realized that shan tsai would love no other person than hua ze lei... its weird though... even the sentences match... >_<
~MG2: so here's MG2's story... dao ming sz had amnesia..he forgot about his feelings for shan tsai... even when everybody wanted them back together, he still doesnt want to because he can't and won't believe that shan tsai was his girlfriend... poor shan tsai had to do everything she can to win her ah sz back... (in short...it was her turn to make her way into dao ming sz's heart... just like what ah sz did before in season one)... f3, qing he, chin, and everyone else tried to help.. but ah sz was much too stubborn... all he wants was just friendship with shan tsai... then there was a point where hua ze lei entered the picture.. he was slowly falling in love with shan tsai (and i assumed the feelings were reciprocated) since dao ming sz had another woman to love...
here's my story:
it's been six months since we broke up... but i still love him so... and now i think that its my turn to earn his love back... to make my way into his heart... i needed every help anyone can give...all our friends wanted us back together and they helped me talk chris into it... but he seems to have made up his mind about me... and he just wanted us to be friends... *how sad*... and im not giving up...
in the end... shan tsai and dao ming sz got back together...
the only difference now.. is that... i don't think my meteor garden with chris is finished yet... (or is it just because i don't want it to be finished?) i still didn't arrive at a point in my life where i had to go to the rooftop of a building and shout "ke zhao yang! wo hen ai ni!" (chris, i love you!) <although that wasn't what shan tsai exactly said but why will i say it? chris didn't lose his memory anyway>
and it still didn't come to a point in my life that i had a "hua ze lei" to fall in love with in order to make chris jealous and remember his feelings for me...
im still hoping that in the end... it'll be chris and me... just like what happened to shan tsai and dao ming sz... and i hope our meteor garden love story didn't end yet... i hope there's still a chance... i hope that this is all just a bad episode of my life wherein i actually had to hope for someone to love me the way he used to... wherein i had to cry over him and tried to do everything in my power to win him back but nothing worked... wherein i got defeated in a battle that i started... and that chris won't fall in love with me again...
im still hoping that we'll have a happy ending... but... if we don't end up like how i hoped for us to end our story... im sure God has a better plan for us... besides.. there's no need to hurry things up right? we're still young... and as the saying goes... if two people are meant for each other... it doesn't mean that they are meant for each other now... so i know there's still hope.. as long as i won't give up... but when the time comes that i meet my "hua ze lei" and we fall in love.. and chris doesnt come back to get me... i guess i'd have to pursue that "hua ze lei"... =)
speaking of hua ze lei... i would just like to quote something shan tsai thought while she was on a date with lei and they went kite-flying...
"ang pagmamahal sa isang tao ay parang pagpapalipad ng saranggola... mayroong tali sa pagitan mo at ng mahal mo.. at hanggang hindi mo binibitawan ang taling naguugnay sa inyong dalawa, hindi kailanman malalayo sayo ang mahal mo..." (i dunno if those were the exact words... but they have the same essence anyway...)
so i guess... i'd just have to put my trust on that saying... and i won't put much thought on my love for chris anymore... if it's him then it's him... if not.. then it's someone better... my love for chris will never cease... nor it will be gone... love doesnt go away... it just takes a new form... when the time comes that i find my "lei" and that i get tired of waiting for my "ah sz"... i'd probably still love chris... it'll only be in a new form...
(sorry for the long entry you guys... im just bored hehehe.. and its like.. the spur of the moment! tee-hee!!)